Thank you for listening and letting me vent. I am generally an optimistic person but sometimes Mrs. Negativity rears her ugly face!

I am 8 days pregnant today. I POASed again. Negative. All day I have been devastated. Most threads I have read, the women have seen their positive by now. After much crying today I have decided not to give up. My BETA is not until Friday. I still have plenty of time for the HCG levels to increase. I will continue to pray. I need to remember; Leave it up to God.

I also got the privilege of being tagged for.....my first MEME!! :) Thank you to SAHW!!

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning. Each player answers the questions about themselves. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5-6 people and posts their names, then go to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog.

1. What was I doing ten years ago? Ten years ago, I was 15. It would have been the summer between my freshman and sophomore years of high school. I am sure I was hanging out with friends, driving (only with my permit), and working at my parents grocery store in my home town!

2. 5 things on my to do list today: Clean House, Organize Closet, Eyebrow wax (really needed it!! :) ) Groom Bella (toy poodle), Pick out specifics for house (We are building a new house)

3. Snacks I enjoy: I think the list would be easier if I told you the snacks I don't like! LOL! I love cheese, crackers, and wine; love love love chocolate cake, Love nuts-any kind: cashews, almonds, pecans, walnuts, anything! I love Ben and Jerry's Chunky Monkey ice cream!! Okay, gonna stop because I am getting hungry.

4. Things I would do if I were a billionaire.
My list is long but here it goes. First, I would purchase my grandma a new house just for her. I would make sure my parents are set for retirement and beyond. I would give my little brother some money to start his life but not until after he finishes college. Go Aggies! Whoop!!

I would donate time and money to Meals on Wheels. I have always admired this organization. Such devotion and love.

I would quit my job and lobby for legislature to require insurance companies to cover infertility treatments.

I would go on an extended vacation with my honey. He's so good to me and really deserves it.

After all this, I would then buy me a new pair of Manolo Blahniks.

5. Places I have lived. I am born and raised in Karnes City, Texas. Population 800. Then I moved to San Antonio, Tx where I currently reside. That's it!! I will always stay in Texas, God willing.

6. People I want to know more about: Sorry if I don't know your first name yet!!

Pamela
Alicia
JJ

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Morrisa