So, I grew up very religious and my husband and I were going to church for a good while together.

For some time, after we found out we had fertility problems, I began to feel alone. I felt like I had been abandoned by God. I started to let negative thoughts surround my entire soul and being. I would see a pregnant lady and immediately think, "Why her?" I would watch a T.V. show about babies, and cry and cry. I felt like God did "this" to me and then left me to suffer. I would wonder where He was when I got the news. Where was He when I got declined for the loan?

Today, I had a revolution after weeks of feeling awful. I decided today that infertility did not happen to me because I did or didn't do something. God was not punishing me for anything. My husband and I were good people and God would show us the way. He is with us during every step of this process.

So, please remember that He is with you and not against you. Knowing that will make your journey much easier.

Know that it is okay to feel upset and to cry. It is okay to have up days and down days! Rely on your spouse and God to get you through it! Give it up to God!

More to come...